Tuesday, June 27, 2006

Thailand

I got my passport with visa today. Finally its final. Will be flying to Thailand this thursday. I am really looking forward to this trip. I cant even remember how many times the trip has got scheduled, cancelled, rescheduled. First it was a Dubai trip, then it changed to bangkok, then to singapore, then to malaysia and finally its bangkok again. Phew!!! Anyways, whats good is that we are finally going.

I was so keen on going for a holiday that all this scheduling and rescheduling has turned me into a paranoid. I am thinking things that i would not have under normal circumstances.

During our last trip my collegue's visa had somebody else's photograph in it. He was lucky to have still make it for the trip. The travel agency guy did manage to get a new visa done well in time. Whole of last week i could'nt stop worrying about right photograph on my visa. Although the possibility of it happening again and that to in my case of all people was very rare. But i still could not stop worrying about it. Now that the everything is done, i have come to know that there are no photographs required for this country's visa.

I know i will keep on worrying about many more stupud things till i don't come back from my holiday.

I will write about my experience there. So keep reading.

Sunday, June 4, 2006

Relationship & Happiness

We think we are insufficient alone. Relationships make us complete.

But isn’t it true that, unless we are happy and content with ourselves, no relationship will make u so?

But feeling incomplete with ourselves though, we still get into relationships and seek self worth in their eyes. Only to discover, that what we are seeking isn’t there. What was supposed to be a fresh bloom of fragrance- the relationship- then starts smelling rotten.

Knowing very well that the relationship is causing more unhappiness than happiness we still hold on to them for perpetuity, thinking breaking up will be unbearable (Silent Sufferers).

If we seek relationship for happiness, then why don’t we end it the moment it itself starts hurting us?